It’s like this: I give up. The only thing that’s stopping me is the pain I cause to those I leave behind. My pain or theirs. And so it is a vicious cycle until I finally have the balls to decide. My pain or theirs. I don’t mean to go emo, I loathe that shit [...]
The productive kind of crazy. I plurked earlier that I haven’t slept all night. I spent it tossing and turning, thoughts racing in my head faster than my breath. My head started to hurt so much that I had to literally scream at myself to STOP THINKING! Obviously, it didn’t work and I got myself [...]
After sooo long, a podcast is in order. I wish I’d be able to do this more often. For some reason, this exported with a low volume. I didn’t have that problem when editing in GarageBand. Anyway, if you can be bothered to download, play it a bit louder Anyway, indulge me. [display_podcast]
Well, hello there. It’s been what, 5 months since my last entry? I’ve been meaning to fix the look of this blog, but I can’t be bothered. I apologize for the laziness. And so it remains as I left it. But alas, I cannot be parted from writing. It’s the only reason why I remain [...]
I lay there, heaving and sweating, in a large canopied bed. At first, I couldn’t make any sense out of it, where I was, what I was exactly doing. My mind was muddled, as if I was streaming in and out of consciousness. I can hear women speaking in hushed tones, of water being poured [...]
