Tag Archives: Death

Empty

I lay there, heaving and sweating, in a large canopied bed. At first, I couldn’t make any sense out of it, where I was, what I was exactly doing. My mind was muddled, as if I was streaming in and out of consciousness. I can hear women speaking in hushed tones, of water being poured [...]

Change

For the past several weeks, I’ve been working my ass off. A big change, really. I suddenly found myself having three jobs, one different from the other, a combination of the things I am passionate about. If I focused on one job alone, I’d definitely be bored; I would need to do other things. The [...]

Grieving

Grieving is a bitch. Normally, I’m a very composed person. With my training in PR, I’ve handled all sorts of situations and to be graceful under pressure. I never crack. I can tell people anything, no matter how devastating or funny, with a straight face. I have to be detached from the situation and just [...]

Black Day

‘Tis a sad day indeed. My dad just passed away at 5PM.   I have yet to write a eulogy and I’ll be facing the media later. And all I could think about is what to wear in front of the cameras. I am one fucked up girl.