Tag Archives: Love

Mantra Part 2

A rehash of my old Mantra post. Under different circumstances this time. First commandment when you’re ABOUT TO pursue a relationship with me. 1. Be intimidated, yes. I can do all sorts of crazy things to you. Call me ball-crusher, drama queen, enchantress, what have you. But thou shall NOT falter. No matter what. I [...]

What Could Have Been, and Then Not.

Dear you, I cannot do this. We cannot do this. You have successfully disarmed me, stripped me naked. With what and how, I honestly don’t know. The last few nights have left me utterly overwhelmed. Vulnerable. I’m scared shitless. Perhaps you think nothing of it; I don’t know what you’re thinking, really. But before this [...]

Slow Me Down

CLICK TO PLAY Rushing and racing and running in circles Moving so fast, I’m forgetting my purpose Blur of the traffic is sending me spinning Getting nowhere My head and my heart are colliding, chaotic Pace of the world I just wish I could stop it Try to appear like I’ve got it together falling [...]

Empty

I lay there, heaving and sweating, in a large canopied bed. At first, I couldn’t make any sense out of it, where I was, what I was exactly doing. My mind was muddled, as if I was streaming in and out of consciousness. I can hear women speaking in hushed tones, of water being poured [...]

:(

I am beyond grief, vexation, sadness. My heart is bleeding.