Last night’s shrink session with Helga’s LA Ken was a wake up call. I guess I really need things spelled out for me in black and white. Give it to me straight and hard, I said. And straight and hard it was. Thanks H for unknowingly lending me your guy while you were sleeping :p [...]
Well, hello there. It’s been what, 5 months since my last entry? I’ve been meaning to fix the look of this blog, but I can’t be bothered. I apologize for the laziness. And so it remains as I left it. But alas, I cannot be parted from writing. It’s the only reason why I remain [...]
Electricity, eye to eye. Hey don’t I know you? I can’t speak. Stripped my senses on the spot, I’ve never been defenseless, I can’t even make sense of this. You speak and I don’t hear a word. What would happen if we kissed? Would your tongue slip past my lips? Would you run away? Would [...]
A rehash of my old Mantra post. Under different circumstances this time. First commandment when you’re ABOUT TO pursue a relationship with me. 1. Be intimidated, yes. I can do all sorts of crazy things to you. Call me ball-crusher, drama queen, enchantress, what have you. But thou shall NOT falter. No matter what. I [...]
Dear you, I cannot do this. We cannot do this. You have successfully disarmed me, stripped me naked. With what and how, I honestly don’t know. The last few nights have left me utterly overwhelmed. Vulnerable. I’m scared shitless. Perhaps you think nothing of it; I don’t know what you’re thinking, really. But before this [...]
